Trying Again

I just re-read that first blog posting and, as usual, I am completely horrified at how juvenile it sounds. I have a love/hate relationship with re-reading things I write - I love to see how much I hate it, typically. :) Every day I feel so different than the day before, its hard to learn who I really am or what I really think about things in life. I wrote that last post in February, and already I hardly know the girl that wrote that. What is it now, October? February, March... that's 9 months ago already. NINE MONTHS! So very many things have changed since then. As they always do. But these nine months have been especially speedy with the whole change factor- My whole world feels like someone pressed the "fast forward" button on the video that is my life, then walked into the kitchen for a snack and forgot that the VCR was racing ahead. If I listed all the changes the last nine months have brought you would probably have to sit here for at least 20 years, reading them all. You'd also probably laugh your butt off, but don't worry, I won't do that to you. :)



I think it's time to start blogging again. (Not that I ever really started before... ha one post hardly counts, agreed?) I'm going to try again. In those last 9 months, I tried to do a lot of things. Some things succeeded magnificently and others totally flopped, but when life flops out on you, you just have to pick everything up and try again. That's how Edison made a lightbulb, right? And think about the book "The Little Engine That Could". (Haha, its one of my favorites) He had to try a lot of times to get up that mountain, and he eventually did. We might all struggle with things, but one of these days we're going to get up that mountain, just you wait and see. I'll get over the mountain of starting a blog and maybe some things that are mountains in my life as well, eh? "I think I can, I think I can..."